Well, well. It’s been a while since I blogged. But with good reason or shall I say reasons. Life. Work. Motivation. Indeed, there has been a lack of motivation on my part to continuously write and keep you folks interested.
I’ve been eager to write this post for some time and while my english and grammar may not be polished, I hope you will not hold that against me in what I consider to be my final post. I knew exactly what I wanted the post title to be. “What I Know” sums up the essence of what I would like to convey. It also is the title of a music theme played in AMC’s The Killing. it’s a beautiful track if you ever get a chance to listen to it.
So, what do I know? Five years ago, I started this blog knowing that it was my last chance to cling to an industry that I had worked so hard to try and become a part of. Despite starting a career in a different field, this blog was my ticket. I worked tirelessly to build on a theme or niche that readers would find distinctive with a voice that was peppered with a mix of tongue and cheek. Within a few months of launching, I convinced other bloggers to add me to their respective blogrolls and public relation professionals to add me to their mailing lists. With a combination of luck and persistence, I grew my readership and managed to attract some influential folks to follow me on Twitter.
You see, I wanted to be part of the media industry since my early days at university. I was passionate about communication and the world itself. Like my parents, I was born in one country and lived in many others so there was a certain desire on my part to bring the world closer together through storytelling. Along the way I had role models to give me the inspiration to pursue this very competitive industry. My own family members such as my great-granduncle – who contributed to Pakistan’s founding after India’s partition in 1947 – proved to be altruistic as well. But five years later, it’s time to put the pen down. Why? Well, I shall tell you.
What I know…is that while I consider myself to be lucky (to an extent), I don’t have the experience, talent or connections to continue pursuing a career in media. I don’t have the star power or wattage to attract decision makers in an industry that is struggling to survive and be profitable. I wish more folks would communicate this to students aspiring to be in media or journalism. I am not my great-granduncle. I am no Brian Stelter. I am no Imran Garda. I am no Adrian Finighan. And I am certainly no Mishal Husain. Unlike most in my generation, I do no consider myself to be special. I am not special and I never will be. I’m just me…an ordinary chap who may have grabbed your attention with a few posts and that is perfectly okay.
So with a heavy heart, I want to thank all of you for your support and reading this blog. While I may pop up every now and again, for now…it’s good night, and good luck.